There is always a WAY
"The devil is persistent, and he waits to catch you in an unguarded moment. That’s why there are certain doors in life you should never open. If you feed the wrong appetite for a day, you could struggle with it for a lifetime. Be BRAVE, don't be tempted regardless of where you are today or what shape you’re in."
- From Jentezen Franklin
A healthy way awaits for you. It’s never too late. You are stronger than you think.
"When you have exhausted all possibilities, remember this; you haven't."
- Thomas Edison.
Best wishes